Pistol Kiss

Period

Fri, 03 Sep 2010 01:18:24 -0400

I’ve felt sadness all of Thursday. When my hubby and I get physically intimate, I always feel like he ignores me the next day. It makes me feel used.

He didn’t call or text me once yesterday, even after I’d tried to contact him. It makes me wonder what goes on in his career world. I know he works with attractive partners from time to time and that must be what keeps him occupied throughout the day, while I sit here, unemployed and good for nothing.

Banking

Wed, 01 Sep 2010 17:25:40 -0400

Douchebag: Can you step away, stand over there? It's common sense.
Me: Oh, I'm sorry...I'm just trying to get my shit done, too. So if you would just hurry the fuck up, none of this small talk business, we can all get on with our banking. I know we're in a recession and all, but trust me, I'm not interested in your lunch money, asshole.

I fucking hate people who go out of their way to make someone else feel uncomfortable or stupid. I hope you all burn to a crisp in hell, if you've done this to one other person.

Romars

Mon, 16 Aug 2010 01:29:30 -0400

I’m chatting with a sexy old flame tonight. Being horny and a bit sex-deprived isn’t helping at all.

My, the things I want to say to him but can’t.

When my then-fiancé was in a similar situation, he didn’t seem to hesitate like I am right now though, so why should I? I haven’t even met Romars in person.

I think I might begin streaming video with him…

Doubtful

Wed, 11 Aug 2010 01:30:32 -0400

Although I’m freshly married, I snoop around his text messages at night and find a few flirty ones exchanged with 4 of his attractive colleagues. Trust still hasn’t solidified from the rocky engagement (he cheated). I feel like he’s just a ticking time bomb. It’s only a matter of time…a matter of sexless nights and a few pounds gained.

I was, and never will be, enough.

Patience

Sun, 18 Apr 2010 01:23:00 -0400

Wait before setting off an explosion. You may not be blowing up the right person.

In the end, we all are in fear no matter how thick the front.

Sweat

Sat, 17 Apr 2010 01:17:36 -0400

Worked out for 45 minutes tonight. I can’t be the only one who thinks sweat is sexy.

Soaked and feeling frisky!

Anahi

Thu, 15 Apr 2010 23:34:33 -0400

Watched some porn late the other night and developed an innocent crush. I’m curious about being with a woman. About being with her, specifically.

My, how the camera loves her. I wish it was me, instead of that obese, hairy and undeserving man.

Unfair.

itsjustsex: lipstick-feminists: (via madsman) What a dutiful...

Thu, 15 Apr 2010 01:50:56 -0400

itsjustsex:

lipstick-feminists:

(via madsman)

What a dutiful spouse.

Where R U?

Thu, 15 Apr 2010 01:44:30 -0400

His name is Tommy. Wet met fishing in a digital sea.

Although 2 years my senior, I knew there were things he could’ve taught me.

It’s not that I’m looking for you. It’s just that I crave you every now and again.

L8

Thu, 15 Apr 2010 01:40:22 -0400

So many things I wish I’d said. Even more things I’d thought of and would apologize for if someone knew. Most of all, there are so many things I want that I haven’t asked for.